State of the union

[kingandy]

This has been such a long week.

You know when you connect with somebody, and time suddenly telescopes out? How the memory of every moment of contact crystalises and pushes everything else into the middle distance, how life just seems to crawl along when they're not there? You can't get them out of your mind and you spend every moment looking forward to that next shining point of interaction? The Before Time seems like a distant memory of another world?

Yeah.

Oh, shit.

Comments

[stsquad.livejournal.com]

Heh, the process is meant to be fun!

[kingandy]

It is. I'm sure it'll be easier after we've actually met.

[mrssshhh.livejournal.com]

I hear you, brother.

[renniek.livejournal.com]

At least you've got the long distance relationship decision out of the way ;-)

Seriously, if you feel like that, it's all worth it

[wulfboy.livejournal.com]

Oo! Oo! Can I just say "It'll all end in tears" please? Cheers.

[mrssshhh.livejournal.com]

No. No you can't.

[kingandy]

*hugs*

[mrssshhh.livejournal.com]

I'm feeling proactively defensive at the moment, especially of people in the sort of situation you find yourself in.

[mistressp.livejournal.com]

Can I call him a scary stalker then ;)

[kingandy]

Remind me to show you my phone next time I see you.

[invisible-al.livejournal.com]

You know there's a Sofa down in London with your name on if you want to come down and do some reconnaissance in a non stressed way.

[morningstar-lj.livejournal.com]

Awww, bless :)

[kingandy]

Cheers man. Coordinating schedules is the overriding factor right now, but I will bear that in mind.

[kingandy]

:P

[wulfboy.livejournal.com]

Quiet you. I have a holy duty to perform.

[mrssshhh.livejournal.com]

As do I, kin. It's just that we're on opposite sides of The War.

[wulfboy.livejournal.com]

Grrr. You demonic types are always trying to justify things, rather than accepting the Will.

[pax-draconis.livejournal.com]

I'll lay a good bottle of claret that before midnight on Saturday they'll be at it like the Greeks of old.

[kingandy]

That's a bet you'd lose. It's si_lloyd's wedding on Saturday. And anyway, the young gentleman in question is himself indisposed, being on tour with exhibitions or some rot. Bleh.

[mrssshhh.livejournal.com]

I take pity in your terrible self-deception; the pervesion where you believe only you serve the Will. To think that you were once just like me, but now you drown in subjectivity.

Though today, I sympathise. I find myself almost envying you.

[bacony.livejournal.com]

Hah. This is an old and almost friendly feeling by now. Wait until it gets to the point where every moment spent apart from them is immediately a waste of time, no matter what you happen to be doing...

[kestrana.livejournal.com]

Someones in LURVE

[kingandy]

sssshhhhh

you'll jinx it

[kermix.livejournal.com]

Welcome.

[wulfboy.livejournal.com]

Hah. A typical defense, almost a cliche. You expose your centuries of self-deception.

How can an acceptance of the inevitability of tears be considered subjective?

[kestrana.livejournal.com]

<.< sowwy